Blake: It's My Fault That Amy Winehouse Is An Addict
In what seems to be a rather candid and stunning interview, Amy Winehouse's husband Blake Formerly-Incarcerated admits that he is the one who introduced Amy to drugs, cutting, and the high life:
Blake Fielder-Civil, spoke of the extent of their drug-taking, how he introduced his wife to hard drugs, and his fear as she collapsed with a seizure after an all-day binge.The music video assistant, who is currently in a drug rehabilitation centre, broke down as he told the News of the World how Amy, 25, asked him to let her try crack cocaine as she watched him taking it. Previously the singer had only tried cannabis. [...]
Fielder-Civil took the blame for Winehouse's current state, as he spoke of how the singer didn't even recognise him after her collapse, and began to cut her arms after seeing him self-harm.
'Amy got really upset about seeing me bleeding. And because she’s loyal and f****d up over our love — like Romeo and Juliet — she cut her arms too.'
The 26-year-old began taking heroin at the age of 22. Admitting that he was old enough to know better, he said: 'Crack is the nastiest drug. It makes you paranoid, unreasonable, edgy and totally suspicious of everyone.
'I made the biggest mistake of my life by taking heroin in front of her,' he said. 'I introduced her to heroin, crack cocaine and self-harming. I feel more than guilty.'
He revealed how he was so consumed with remorse, that he has even considered taking his own life. 'I feel like killing myself. I feel like f***** dying.'
Fielder-Civil, who has recently been released from Pentonville Prison after serving five months for GBH, spoke of his lowest point, when Winehouse nearly died in front of him last year.
He told how they had taken heroin and crack all day long. 'We didn’t really think to stop. We both pushed things too much. And while I was getting out of my head, I wasn’t thinking that I was taking somebody with me.
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